March 21st, 2002 - 1:37 a.m.

sins, and no loft.

it is a fact that i am a complete glutton. it is a part of being a sybarite, i suppose. but then, am guilty of other classic sins as well; such as: lust, pride and sloth. the other three i simply do not have a stomach for. well, envy and pride are direct opposites, and i do not believe can be commited co-jointedly. (yes, am making up words as i go along.) wrath is simply too upsetting. as for avarice, i always have too much to commit that sin.

the reason for this chain of rambling is beause today i only consumed one meal, at the infamous le petit. it consisted of: pasta in a tomato sauce with cheese, mixed vegetables, roasted potatoes, sweet potatoes, mixed bean and cheddar salad in a balsamic vingarette, and bread. after this large meal, which made the server look perplexed at the sheer mass of food i was consuming, i ate pistachio and coffee toffee ice cream. after this, i became tired and went home to sleep for 4 hours. now i think i shall have some chocolate. (lust has not been a problem in the past couple of days though.) sigh, guilty, as charged.

today has been neutral. there was a minor disturbance, but at this point is neither here nor there.

did not get loft. so will most likely have to postpone this move. sigh. more waiting.

n.

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