March 12th, 2002 - 10:50 p.m.

once again, stuck in thought

it seems necessary to populate ten pm trains with extremely unattractive people. not even people with the potential for having an ounce of attractiveness. (as r. would say: fug mugly ugly.)

sigh. when one meets someone entertaining, why is it that one must leave general facinity of said person within short period of time? must remember (as m. said): there is no such thing as a taboo. and proceed accordingly.

(it seems i am speaking through other people tonight.)

or as i would normally proceed, through too much thought and formation of thesis. the application of controlled experiments, conducted mentally. the testing of all possible outcomes. the formation of a conculsion. by which time, it is all too late.

oh, fuck it.

or not.

or.

not.

n.

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