March 4th, 2002 - 1:40 a.m.

pudding and laments.

how much pre-packaged chocolate fudge pudding can one consume in one day? three apparently, and counting. 75% of a fresh package of pudding, gone. i do not ration well. now, my stomach hurts. but i still want another one. must resist urge. must fight temptation.

it is entertaining to see who are the people that decide to aid in a time of need, and who are those that back off as if one has contracted the ebola virus. sigh. i suppose it is better that one sees this clearly now, and not when one is in desperate, absolutely dire, need. must see beyond silliness. must ignore all negative comments. must rise. must...

ow. my stomach. damn you evil puddings! curse you back to the pit from whence you came!

now it is just the sugar talking.

n.

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